Tuesday, June 29, 2010

sai ram sai shyam dukh bhanjan teroo naam


saiiiiiiiiii nath sai nath ...kutch saloo se sai mere saath hi rahte hain ......

jab aap parampita se milne chalte hain tho kae sadguru ,sant ,seedh apko raste mei milte hain .kutch sareer mei hote hain kutch bina sareer ....sab ko aapki khabbar hoti hain .

meri sainath se koi khass jaan pehchan nahi thi ....

yeh khissa bhi ajeeb tareke se shuru hua ...

mei apne ek parichit ke ghar gae thi ,
batoo battoo mei GHAR jane ki baat nikal padi ...

aur bass kya tha rom rom se ram baahne lage ..............

mei unhe ghar jane ki baat batane lagi

sarer fir basuri baan chuka tha .....

parampita ke sur bahne lage thea

ki aachanak mujhe laga jaise kise ne mujhe pukara ....

woh naam ess sarer ka naam nahi tha per mere bhittar mujhe maloom ho gaya tha ki se ne mujhe pukara .....

mera sarer turant uth khada hua ,

jaha se awaz aayi thi udhar kae parde lage thea

sare pardoo ko hatate hatate mei ek kamre mei pahuci

jab aakhri parda hataya tho waha sai nath ki badi se photo lagi thi

unhe deekhte hi mei zor se muskura padi ...........hasne lagi

aur kaha ..ki ohhh acha aap hain ........

hi boss ...........aur salam kiya unko .

tab se aise kadi judi ki sai aur mere beech guftugu hoti hi rahti hain

mere saar pe unka haath hain .............

hey sai tere aane se hua dhayaa yeh dharti dham dham ...............sai raam sai shyam

poore palampur journey mei sai ram mere sang thea .

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan - Sanson Ki Mala Peh Simroon Bhajan

LUST OF LIFE



A parable:
One day the Lord Vishnu was sitting in a deep cave within a far mountain meditating with his disciple. Upon the completion of the meditation the disciple was so moved that he prostrated himself at Vishnu’s feet and begged to be able to perform some service for his Lord in gratitude. Vishnu smiled and shook his head, ”It will be most difficult for you to repay me in actions for what I have just given you freely.”
”Please Lord,” the disciple said, ”allow me the grace of serving you.”

”Very well,” Vishnu relented, ”I would like a nice cool cup of water.” ”At once Lord,” the disciple said, and he ran down the mountain singing in joy.

After a while he came to a small house at the edge of a beautiful valley and knocked at the door. ”May I please have a cool cup of water for my Master,” he called. ”We are wandering sannyasins and have no home on this earth.”

A wondrous maiden answered his call, and looked at him with undisguised adoration. ”Ah,” she whispered, ”you must serve that holy saint upon the far mountain. Please, Good sir, enter my house and bestow your blessing therein.”

”Forgive my rudeness,” he answered, ”but I am in haste. I must return to my Master with his water immediately.”

”Surely, just your blessing won’t upset him. After all he is a great holy man, and as his disciple you are obligated to help those of us who are less fortunate. Please,” she repeated, ”just your blessing for my humble house. It is such an honor to have you here and to be enabled to serve the Lord through you.”

So the story goes, he relented, and entered the house and blessed all therein. And then it was time for dinner, and he was persuaded to stay and further the blessing by partaking of her food (thereby making it also holy), and since it was so late – and so far back to the mountain, and he might slip in the dark and spill the water – he was persuaded to sleep there that night and get an early start in the morning. But in the morning, the cows were in pain because there was no one to help her milk them, and if he could just help her this once (after all, cows are sacred to the Lord Krishna, and should not be in pain) it would be so wondrous.

And days became weeks, and still he remained. They were married, and had numerous children. He worked the land well and brought forth good harvests. He purchased more land and put it under cultivation, and soon his neighbors looked to him for advice and help, and he gave it freely. His family prospered. Temples were built through his effort, schools and hospitals replaced the jungle, and the valley became a jewel upon the earth. Harmony prevailed where only wilderness had been, and many flocked to the valley as news of its prosperity and peace spread throughout the land.

There was no poverty or disease there, and all men sang their praises to God as they worked. He watched his children grow and have their own children, and it was good. One day as an old man, as he stood upon a low hill facing the valley, he thought of all that had transpired since he had arrived: farms and happy prosperity as far as the eye could see. And he was pleased. Suddenly there was a great tidal wave, and as he watched, it flooded the whole valley, and in an instant all was gone. Wife, children, farms, schools, neighbors – all gone.

He stared, bewildered, at the holocaust that spread before him. And then he saw riding upon the face of the waters his Master, Vishnu, who looked at him and smiled sadly, and said, ”I’m still waiting for my water!”








This is the story of man. This is what has happened to everybody. We have completely forgotten why we are here, why we came in the first place, what to learn, what to earn, what to know, who we are and from whence and to where, what is our source and the cause of our journey into life, into body, in the world, and what we have attained up to now. And if a tidal wave comes – and it is going to come, it always comes; its name is death – all will be gone: children, family, name, fame, money, power, prestige.

All will be gone in a single moment and you will be left alone, utterly alone. All that you had done will be undone by the tidal wave. All that you had worked for will prove nothing but a dream, and your hands and your heart will be empty. And you will have to face the Lord, you will have to face existence. And the existence has been waiting for you; long, long it has been waiting for you to bring something for which you had been sent in the first place. But you have fallen asleep, and you are dreaming a thousand and one dreams. All that you have been doing up to now is nothing but a dream, because death comes and all is washed away.

Source: “The Secret of Secrets, Volume 2” - Osho

Thursday, June 17, 2010

GAME OF HIDE AND SEEK

play all the game with the attitude of playfulness .......

even if ur in deep serious mode ........
due to deep misery ............just play with yr seriousness

just laugh on thy self and get awakened ..tht very moment .

just laugh ...that how seriously ur playing this game of seriousness and happiness......

feel that some time u play serious serious ,sometimes happy happy som time kind kind

be very very aware that ur NONE OF THESE ........................

Sunday, June 13, 2010

meeting with beautiful plp

sw akhil ma divya ..........beautiful plp. had good time with them ........

sw akhil and ma divya r planning to make a ashram in palampur .we visited their site .

i was feeling a beautiful serene ashram there ............................
as sw akhil was sharing his plans abt ashram with us .


















Saturday, June 12, 2010

mEEting .ORRRRRRR ME. EATING with OSHO .. HAHA ...................


Hahahaha still remember how i met the PARAM SUNYAA in form called OSHO .It was never like meeting for first time .It was always like HE knew me very well . I LOVE U ....................................................YEH ANKHE UNKI ANKHE HAIN .and i feel him within me ,aise jaise ess jism mei woh bhi hoo ....aur meri ankho se prem ki jhadi lag jati hain.mera rang geruwa ho gaya hain .........bhittar har kutch ab uss anant lal rang mei rang chuka hain. ek hi jism mei guru shishya dono rahte deekha hain kabhi?................ess se badh kar eshwar ki upasthi aur kya ho sakti hain .Its not wonder . yahi tho tatya hain yahi tho aakathaya hain ..........yahi tho parampita ke hone ka param anubhav hain.

abhi yeh likhte hue im feeling him so much .......he is sitting near me and im in his feet .sitting near him very closely ...he is smiling and his hands r on my head ......slowly he is very softly caressing me .........
ull feel anita ma has gone mad ..but i can feel a tremendous a strong tornado on my head .muyytrterswa\aszcvgjyyt76t89090-ok mbv fcdeswaQ669IOJB BCRSR3W35UYIUHVHDRD..............

Thursday, June 10, 2010

hahha ha .............................(jane kya baat hue part 2)......

when i was in lalita ghat banaras .i was in male form and was a uuch koti sadhak .he said tht we were called there to mahakal temple .I too have seen tht now i visit only those places where im CALLED ......

we went to samadhi of saints which where in hills .the samadhis were at the top most level of hills where very few chosen ones can only visit . i felt the warmth and presence of saints there .
we started to talk on soul level (with those saints) and i told them that ill again come ........it was as if we knew each other from long time .This too happened at night .In hills roads becomes deserted after sunset .The light of moon was showing us our path towards DESTINATION.
sitting on the samadhi at top most level in night in chandani raat was just amazing with presences of saints ...........

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

jane kya baat hue ......................


i met him in mahakal temple palampur ...........a devotee and dissolving in oneness ..........

HIS GURU WAS DISCIPLE OF RAMANA MAHARSHI . He had darsan of mahakal in very young age when he was preparing for IAS exam .frm that moment his life changed and he was ordered frm above to serve mahakal and mahakali .

i had many beautiful experiences with this beloved fellow named RAM

he performed a very beautiful devotion puja of mahakal ( lord shiva) with us .i always used to say frm my childhood that lord shiva is my father ,so being in mahakal temple in a very serene and silent place ........made me a hollow bamboo for lord to flow frm me ............
i had darsan of mahadevi my mother mahakali ...........
my whole body was shaking kundalni was hitting shasdhara .........my eyes were closed and tears were rolling down .........
for two hrs nearly this continued ........i was one with MA .Ram understood wht had happened to me so he very swiftly opened his almira and took a red chunri and wrapped me with it .
It was nearly 11pm night .i was sitting in a small room of RAM in mahakal temple .

ram took his tanpura and started singing bhajjans of his guru and mahakali .

we had never ever had heard such a heartfull song with classic touch . ram told us tht he had never learnt any music ...........its only tht in presence of mahakali or in good sangat his beingness starts singing ..............

it was tremendously beautiful in dark night he was singing ...............with such devotion and ones with mahakali ma.
we returned back to our hotel but my imness was in deep silence ,whole night it was a trance state where imness too was dissolved .i was feeling as if i was mahakali .To be in communion with lord you have to become lord itself .

next day we went to temple again ..........

Ram shared his feelings telling me that he was not able to sleep whole nt and was sitting in meditation in frnt of MA.
he was revealed by blessing of kalima that he was connected to me frm my past life ...........................



rest next time ...........................................