What is free will ? Do we have any free will against Gods will ?

IF EVERY THING HAPPENS AS PER GOD'S WISHES ,THEN DO WE HAVE A FREE WILL ? IF YES THEN HOW AND WHERE DOES OUR FREE WILL WORK?

This is a bit tricky question yet I am trying to answer it in best possible way in this present moment .Yes GOD’S will is supreme .It is his will that we are created and it is his will that we get destroyed .God wants so the world is happening .Rivers are flowing ,birds are chirping ,flowers are blooming .This whole existence ,the whole divinity is happening on god’s will . we have no existence without god .Rather our vaster self itself is god .Nothing in this world exists without god . we are not above god ,we have not created him therefore we cannot govern him .we are created by god we are in total control of him . He has stepped on this planet earth by taking our forms and is dancing in every bit .

On the body level our identity takes shape and we start feeling thyself as individual beings .we take our control and start making choices in life . GOD IS TOTAL CHOICELESS AWARENESS so he gives us freedom to act and react . when a human is born he is choice less but as he grows in the society his action starts getting conditioned by the society where he dwells . His mind fills with ideas of thousand of people who are now dead or alive . He makes all decisions on the basis of cause and effects .

 This type of conditioned mind is not free because it can never go beyond its own borders, beyond the barriers it has built around itself . And it is very difficult for such a mind to free itself from its conditioning and go beyond .  This conditioning is imposed upon it, not only by society, but  is  also accepted by himself.  Till one is ignorant and caged in the web of cause and effect one cannot be free . Human body mind survives on causes . It always needs action and each action has chain of re-actions . The choice you  make in  this moment will create your future moment . If one chooses to live  present moment  in awareness and meditation then  naturally  his next moment will be peaceful . If some one abuses you ,you can choose to be silent or to re- act back in abusive manner . Life  always  give  choices to make because  life is happening in multiple dimensions .It always gives you choice to be aware or to behave on the same old fashioned way of concepts  and to be slave of  your mind .when we repeat the same old pattern way again and again ,then its not our free will rather its will of your  pre convinced  mind pattern .Here  you are totally absent and defused  by the negativity .

Here the personal  will is totally governed  by whose believes and notions you are carrying .

 An enlighten person steps out of chain of cause and effect .He live spontaneously . His actions happens on the spur of moment .If he is given choices  of  coffee and ice cream on the same time he can choose either of them .But without getting hitched by any further conditioned  thinking .. BUDDHA said WHAT YOU THINK YOU BECOME . This quote of Buddha shows that we have certain amount of free will .This becoming is of body identity .GOD IS CHOICELESS AWARENESS he never restricts you from making choice .The choice you makes shapes your life . But as I said life happens on many layers and GOD is unpredictable .He  gives freedom to choose yet  restricts us from doing many things .Many a times our action are restricted by outer forces .we are like a single  atom in this existence and we have our free will but this atom is surrounded by  uncounted atoms in the existence  which effects its free will  . The will of the cosmos and the will of an soul  both work on each other  at the same time . which creates the destiny of the soul  .Even the actions of Enlightens ones are also governed by the existence . Yesterday when I was talking to my friend santosh kunte ,he said that Osho built such a beautiful commune in America  he might not have guessed that it will be destroyed .It was not his choice but due to outer force  influence it was destroyed . Osho had strong vision of creating a beautiful commune in the desert of America and it was created also but in very short time  it was destroyed . This was outer force will .

In the same manner if a soul  has strong desire to live and enjoy certain lust ,then he has free will and this desire will continue his coming on earth and taking several births until he becomes aware and steps out of lustful mind . This shows that our action makes our destiny . On the other  Angulimaal  was a dacoit ,a murderer ,one day while waiting for his prey in the  jungle he met BUDDHA and the words of Buddha transformed him .Angulimaal never knew  that he will meet Buddha at that very moment .This moment was decided by the cosmos which changed his life .If  Angulimaal had continued  living  on his old pattern he would have become very famous dacoit and may  be was later punished by the king .But one moment changed his life destiny totally .

 so we find that we have free will and we don’t have it too .  Its GOD’s will that BUDDHAS come on earth  to spread light in the world .Its his will to give them death punishment by his  loved ones . Its  Buddhas will to remain loving and be  witnesser of all  life play .

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CHAIN OF DARKNESS

conceptual mind is basically powerless .It get its power from its ego which is based on web of thoughts . A man who enjoys its ego ride is deprived of strong will ,focus and understanding which are key ingredients to tear the veil of ignorance and progress in spiritual growth . It hardly understands that it is chained by its own darkness .

symptoms of kundalini awakening

 spontaneous symptoms of kundalini awakening can be arranged into the various practices of yoga. 

Yoga practice or Sadhana, is essentially the speeding up of the flow of consciousness..

KRIYA YOGA

Muscle twitching, cramps or spasms, shaking, trembling, limpness, rigid-contraction, facial contortions. Itching, vibrating, pricking, tingling, effervescent bubbles of bliss. Tingling/throbbing in left foot and leg is one of the main signs that kundalini is active. Hot or cold changes in body temperature. Shooting currents of energy or heat. Zigzag or double helix of energy up the spine. Prana flow in the central nervous system. Pulsating sensation in the sacrum. Involuntary laughing or crying, deep sighs. Abdomen may flatten toward the spine. Contraction of visceral organs. The anus contracts and is drawn up (bandhas). Purging or constipation. Bad digestion. Chin may press down against the neck (neck lock posture). Eyeballs roll upwards or rotate. Eyelids may not open despite effort to open them. Left eyelid flickers, then towards the end of the awakening the right eye may flicker. Tongue rises to the roof of the mouth or stretches back. Repetitive popping sensation in the sinus above the palette. Body may twist in all directions. Body may bend forward or back, or roll around on the floor. Spontaneous asanas and mudrus. Breathing constriction, heaviness or contraction of diaphragm. Unusual breathing patterns, tendency to belly breathe, emphatic out-breath. Racing heart, expansion pains in heart. Feeling of levitation or intensified gravity, radical grounding and associated lethargy, Chronic Fatigue. Body sense might expand to feel huge or small. Strange aches and head pressures, headaches. Clenching jaw. Yawning, excessive sleep. Inability to sleep during hyperactivation; Hyperactivity, need to constantly walk or exercise. Dry throat, great thirst. Feeling headlessness, mindless, giddy, heaviness of head like one is wearing a helmet. Build up of pressure at the head, neck, spine, thorax and eyes. Paralysis during Samadhi or hypnogogic states. Numbness and pain in limbs, especially the left foot and leg. Numbness on the left scalp and down into left face, with drooping of the left eyelid. Years of pain in the throat (thyroid) or in the left foot or shin prior to the awakening. Loss of strength in the arms during rapture and heart expansions. Psychokinetic interference with electrical equipment. Smell of roses or peaches eminating from the skin.

LAYA YOGA

Inner visions and lights, flames, geometric shapes. Visions of deities, or saints. Dream-scenes. Inner sounds, celestial music, bird sounds, animal sounds. Buzzing or humming in the ears. Inner voices. Spontaneous mantras. Speaking in tongues or foreign languages. Smell of perfume arises. Transcendental vision, everything illuminated scintillating, vibrating. Dreams and visions in transcendental vision. Atom bomb dreams. Temporary loss of eyesight.

BHAKTI YOGA

Love with no object arises. Devotion. Sublime gratitude. Uncommon compassion and understanding. Tolerance and patience for "What Is." Enormous faith accompanies the bliss. Transcendence of reactive patterns, social conditioning and egoic habits. Intense sexual arousal without provocation. Intensified sexual and sensoral pleasure. Feeling of gaseous bubbles arising from reproductive organs, champagne pelvis. Feeling of radiating ambrosial bliss, an aura of nectar. Heat, sweat. Strange activity and bliss in different areas of the head at different times. Sensations of blissful honey moving through brain, spine and connecting heart to other parts of the body. Traveling bliss, or pervasive bliss, rapture. Spontaneous sexual ecstasy with no stimulation. Increased ESP, precognitive dreams, telepathy. Bio-location of loved one through heart's navigation. Alchemical preparation for future unknown events, ie: translocal transtime development. Linear time transcended. Feeling of entire life reaching a nexus point in time. Heightened senses. Hyper-sensitive. Field of self widens, peripheral awareness increases. Exquisite awareness of one's environment and others. Ability to affect energetic states and promote heart expansion in others via sympathetic resonance.

JNANA YOGA

Deep questions and answers arise. Spontaneous mystic poetry that writes itself. Important insights, eurekas. Scientific and creative solutions. The Herald of the Muse appearing as a sound or voice in the upper right-brain field prior to the emergence of information. Increased creativity and expression. Intensified understanding. Finer focus on "the most important thing." Compulsive need to write.

कुण्डलिनी साधना और देवी देवता के दर्शन

  

ॐ मंत्रो से ध्यान मुझे निजी तौर से पसंद हैं .कई बार जब मै ॐ मंत्रो के  जाप से ध्यान की शुरुवात करती थी तो कुछ ही  पलो में मंत्रो की धारा बदल जाती थी .ॐ का उचारण जोर जोर से होने लगता. कई बीज  मंत्र खुद ब खुद फुटने लगते . मंत्रो की ध्वनि का वेग और तरंग तीव्र होता जाता था  .पूरा कमरा मंत्रो की गुंजार से गुंजित हो जाता .उर्जा तेज़ी से नाभि केंद्र से उठने लगती ,शरीर आगे- पीछे, दाये- बाये तेज़ी से झूमने लगता .

 

 एक दिन ऐसी ही अवस्था में मुझे पहली बार माता लक्ष्मी के दर्शन हुए .माँ मेरा हाथ पकड़ कर एक नए लोक में ले गयी . वहां  मैंने श्री हरी विष्णु के दर्शन  किये. यहाँ मुझे बताया

गया की यह बैकुंठ धाम हैं

मै आश्चर्य चकित रह गयी .अब  तक मै यही समझती थी की यह सब कोरी बातें हैं .ऐसा कोई लोक नहीं होता .पर माता लक्ष्मी ने एक ही पल में मेरे भीतर के इस संशय को मिटा दिया था .मै बेहद आह्लादित थी .पहली बार मुझे यह मालूम हुआ था की ये लोक वाकई में विद्यमान हैं और साधक को वहां समय आने पर वहा ले जाया जाता हैं.  

 

मेरी उर्जा एक चक्र से उठ कर  दुसरे चक्र  तक जाती और उस चक्र को विकसित करने लगती . फिर मै उस चक्र पर लगातार ध्यान करती रहती थी .  मुझे उस चक्र के गुरु का दर्शन होने लगता .मेरी उर्जा उनकी उर्जा से मिल जाती . मुझे उनका आशीर्वाद मिलने लगता.

 ऐसे अवस्था में अनेको बार मुझे भगवान विष्णु के दर्शन होते .आँखों से अश्रु धारा तेजी से बहने लगती . मै  उनके सीने से लग जाती और बिखल बिखल  कर रोते हुए प्राथना करती की, प्रभु मुझे मिटा दो .तुम मुझे खुद में समाहित कर लो . हे परमपिता मै पूरे प्रयास और श्रधा से खुद को तुम्हे समर्पित करती हु .इसका प्रसाद तुम मुझे क्या दोगे यह मै नहीं जानती .मेरे बस में केवल तुम्हे खुद को समर्पित कर देना ही हैं . तुम मेरा समर्पण स्वीकार करो . ध्यान की अवस्था में मै कई कई बार देखती की मै पीली  उर्जा पुंज के रूप में शरीर से निकलती और बैकुंठ पहुच जाती . 

वहां श्री हरी विष्णु के ह्रदय में जा कर समाहित हो जाती. विशुद्धि चक्र पर माता सरस्वती के ,आज्ञा चक्र पर अर्द्ध नारीश्वर के तथा ब्रह्म्केंद्र पर ब्रह्मदेव और माता गायत्री के मुझे दर्शन हुए .

 ( यह कुछ अनुभव मेरे किताब 

मौन सागर का ब्रह्मकमल

माया से मोक्ष तक की यात्रा 

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