source of pain misery

MY Q..........

If every thing is made up of Sat chit Ananda ,if every thing appears and dissolves in sat chit Ananda
then how pain arise and from where ?
if the very base of appearance is Anand ,then from where this pain, sorrow ,misery comes.......
THINK.......

MY UNDERSTANDING

Have you ever felt pain ,anger ,misery when you are in meditation .....one with supreme bliss ?

NO .we don't feel any emotion in state of stillness ........

but when we come down from that state and attach ourself with EGO .

we feel we are body identity.............im meera ..im sunil .im anita etc

.now imness too is not bad .......

if IMNESS gets surrendered to supreme lord ..it becomes a medium of supreme bliss ..

it becomes a medium of attaining the param anand of Nirakkar

EGO becomes just like hollow flute, a medium of anand

but WHEN imness gets attached with SUPER EGO ....

with feeling >>> .i must get every thing as I want .With dictator ego ,

then when the wishes DON'T come as wanted .

.pain .misery arises .........CONCEPTUAL MIND +DESIRE = PAIN

BLUE ,RED ,YELLOW exist in pure form but when BLUE is mixed with YELLOW = GREEN

so what i find that desire too is not bad because this desire gives us a way to search thy self also .

but when desire gets hooked with conceptual super ego it leads to pain .

so body identity with conceptual super ego is black hole of pain misery .

So the CONCEPTUAL EGO is source of pain, misery not the stillness ..........

pain .misery appears when you invite them becoming a desirous mind ........