ENLIGHTENMENT ...........HOW IT HAPPENED TO ANITA

It was certainly very different experience ....

i used lock myself in my meditation room for hrs and hrs after sending kids to school.

domestic helpers were instructed not to knock my room until its urgency . my meditation room was very big with pic of osho on one wall .i used to just sit in the room and surrender .used to pray to help me to hold me and to give me what was needed at that sphere of time.As i knew nothing ...nothing what to do ..which way to walk and which meditation to try .I used to say that lord im your part so you know best abt me so you hold my hand and take me to your path .

that day i locked my self and stood in front of OSHO .within second a image of white light appeared in front of me and i was out ...........................GONE .........ONE WITH EVERY THING .i felt as a pot broke on my heart chakra...and something was out .That something was me.........................some how i dragged myself to the near by chair as i was not able to stand .

after that there was no feeling of any body ...............................just was ......................in EVERY BIT .after 5to 6 hrs when i didn't open my door and my kids were back home my servants started knocking my room's door.I was pulled back to my body through SILVER CORD .I entered my body through my head .my head seemed to me as heavy as thousands of elephants.Entering in body was a very slow process .i was on bed as a corpse ,experiencing as some thing was entering .

After this incident i used to wake at 4am and used to sit in meditation near OSHO .near by i had an easy chair where i used to feel tht somebody was sitting ...in white clothes ..big white bread .i was not able to see his face nor there was any effort to know .as i knew he was osho .for months this continued .i didnt feel hunger ,there was no need of sleep ,didnt feel need of any thing as if i was in deep trance state .each night at 4am i used to get up very fresh and used to sit in silence and HE used to sit near me .From that incident i felt that few plp hmm 4/5 of them started guarding me .from then onwards thy r with me .It was a big blast which blew the 5 tatwa away frm the energy which governs it .

The real journey started frm here. I still don't know whts it called in words but ys i call it enlightenment boz frm here I knew what I was .I recognized my SELF .I knew i was not bhagwan (bhumi ,gagan ,wayu,agni ,neer) rather was much beyond that .A flower bloomed in the garden of SELF .

miojuigfcfdre\sazsaewrytu9o0nhrwxyztytthahaahaha............

dont take me seriously im a mad woman

;)

(this was written boz of nalini

one of my sweetheart a beautiful devotee of SELF)